Tired

I'm tired of myself today. Every time I open my mouth I wonder why I'm talking again. I have been fortunate enough to have been told by many different people in my life that I am a strong woman. Unfortunately, I am proving them all wrong lately. I am weak and stupid in some contexts, and it's driving me up the wall because I know better.

I am playing poker tonight with friends. I hope it will help. Tomorrow will be a long day of reading and writing.